.

humansize @ 2006-11-17T02:12:00

2006-11-17T09:12:57Z

I suppose, it will take some time until I am able to hang those on my wall again, anyway.

humansize @ 2006-10-06T13:13:00

2006-10-06T20:14:01Z

I FELL IN DEEP BUT I LEARNED HOW TO SWIM.

humansize @ 2006-05-16T19:24:00

2006-05-17T03:28:09Z

I was living in a devil town, didn't know it was a devil town, oh lord it really brings me down, about the devil town. All my friends were vampires, didn't know they were vampires, turns out I was a vampire myself in the devil town.

To moving on and away.

humansize @ 2006-04-30T10:18:00

2006-04-30T18:18:57Z

I live in a neighborhood at the foot of a mountain,
with no streetlights or sidewalks.
When you take a walk, it's best to just follow the middle of the blacktop.

I feel a sadness for too many people.
But thankfully, not for myself, anymore.

humansize @ 2006-02-24T02:30:00

2006-02-24T10:30:23Z

TURN AND FACE THE STRANGE.

humansize @ 2006-01-08T21:15:00

2006-01-09T05:16:35Z

This is the last time I'll play this song tonight,
and the last time I'll ever think of this again.

humansize @ 2005-12-01T21:15:00

2005-12-02T05:17:09Z

Rain rain seagram's marijuana sleeping cats and a fall-inspired mix of music.
Where did September October November go and how does one gracefully seal off (and move away from) the most clumsy set of months in her entire life?

humansize @ 2005-11-13T01:42:00

2005-11-13T09:42:44Z

TIME TO WAKE UP.
THERE'S TOO MUCH HAPPENING.
YOU CAN'T FUCKING MISS IT.

humansize @ 2005-09-19T12:37:00

2005-10-15T19:31:18Z

Maybe the California sky is just too heavy.

humansize @ 2005-08-01T16:18:00

2005-08-01T23:19:06Z

history tells me,
i betray the cities i love most.

humansize @ 2005-04-23T02:01:00

2005-04-23T09:02:33Z

what i've been missing most lately is bus rides.
flashes of trees and reflections against the dirty window pane.

humansize @ 2005-04-20T19:33:00

2005-04-21T02:34:09Z

it was like hearing hey mr tambourine man for the first time.

humansize @ 2005-03-09T17:35:00

2005-03-10T01:37:22Z

bad day, bad day
with heavy heads and heat.
we sat on the steps to watch the sailboats,
the surfers and the seabirds.
and i wondered about a couple
slowly making their way down the pier.

humansize @ 2005-02-08T09:43:00

2005-02-08T17:45:05Z

i am a silly overwhelmed girl in a very big coat!

humansize @ 2005-01-17T14:56:00

2005-01-17T22:57:31Z

"it's like finding home
in an old folk song
that you've never ever heard
still you know every word.

( and for sure,
you can sing along. )"

humansize @ 2005-01-12T20:37:00

2005-01-13T04:41:21Z

i will find something of my own,
like i did before.
i will make this winter ten times what last year's was.
and all the while, my chin will be up.

this is my simple, immature, promise
and i will hold onto it so fucking dearly.

humansize @ 2004-11-29T11:41:00

2004-11-29T19:42:29Z

maybe it's because these walls aren't made of brick.

humansize @ 2004-10-25T12:56:00

2004-10-25T19:57:15Z

monday morning earth quakes.

humansize @ 2004-10-18T11:53:00

2004-10-18T18:56:43Z

step 4 | remind myself that i moved away from southern california for a reason, and should no longer let it overwhelm me.
step 5 | walk downtown with a camera in my purse.

humansize @ 2004-09-14T14:56:00

2004-09-14T21:56:32Z

step 3 | come back to santa cruz.

humansize @ 2004-07-11T22:48:00

2004-07-12T05:50:02Z

step 2 | make compositions. ( example: decorating my new room in browns and yellows. )

humansize @ 2004-07-10T14:49:00

2004-07-10T21:50:08Z

step 1 | get stoned and dance to david bowie.

humansize @ 2004-07-10T14:36:00

2004-07-10T21:41:57Z

i have a plan. ( sort of. )

humansize @ 2004-05-25T00:39:00

2004-05-25T07:44:29Z

for a minute, i forgot where i was. it was a dream like the goddamn orange glow from textile lampshades.

humansize @ 2004-04-06T15:46:00

2004-04-06T22:47:47Z

no, the wind feels too familiar today.